Wednesday, December 31, 2003
I like what yoko says...I wrote you another email..tony..I made up my mind, I think.
I am a king of sad tony...quess what has happened...I will email and tell you....I am not suposed to be sad but...I cannot help it...out of my bounds...I am sorry:(very sorry...but I did the right thing and there is no turning back!!
YES...Happy New Year everyone.Yes It was nice talking yesterday.Im out most of the day seeing MeMam +Timedifference+ Everybody else= i doubt i will be sending messages around Midnight (eg last New Year's )I was still getting "midnight texts" at 3 pm the following day...So I doubt I will be texting to the sound of Big Ben............Can I take this opportunity NOW Ayse to grant you every wish you want for 2004.It will be an exciting year for you.God Bless You ....
(I have this mental~Picture)The Young Proff........does he look he look like Jonny Depp in a tweed jacket......steel rim glasses? :)
TONY X
hi there,
a happy new year to everyone!!!last night I did sth very naughty..but I will not tell it here...may be later....the tproblems with the foundation are sorted out, Tony...my money will be sent on friday..I was watching the history channel last night...and profs from very good unis were talking about the ottoman empire...and there was also a young prof from mount holyokeeee...I was excited to see one of my future lecturers...I hope life is treating you well...nice talking to you Tony yesterday...
a happy new year to everyone!!!last night I did sth very naughty..but I will not tell it here...may be later....the tproblems with the foundation are sorted out, Tony...my money will be sent on friday..I was watching the history channel last night...and profs from very good unis were talking about the ottoman empire...and there was also a young prof from mount holyokeeee...I was excited to see one of my future lecturers...I hope life is treating you well...nice talking to you Tony yesterday...
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
AYSE,
Yup! You are right.We have talked enough about Phil.Being stalked via Blog must not be nice.I will also refrain talking about him on ebench.I will talk TO him.....I know he visits.....HA! "a made up name"...yea, something "made up" about where my family come from.Very Poor area...desolate.....The Poles themselves laugh at the people from this region.Country bumkins...hillbillies......Very strange place...wooden houses.......deep woods...something of the fairytale about the place.....lots of gypsies.....generally a bit off&beyond the map!
BIG COLD MAN thats me!!!!!
Yup! You are right.We have talked enough about Phil.Being stalked via Blog must not be nice.I will also refrain talking about him on ebench.I will talk TO him.....I know he visits.....HA! "a made up name"...yea, something "made up" about where my family come from.Very Poor area...desolate.....The Poles themselves laugh at the people from this region.Country bumkins...hillbillies......Very strange place...wooden houses.......deep woods...something of the fairytale about the place.....lots of gypsies.....generally a bit off&beyond the map!
BIG COLD MAN thats me!!!!!
Tony,
I have already asked Mr. Konrad(the polish teacher) that question...he says it is very rare and it is like a made-up polish word...it is not commonly used...he say zimma or sth means winter...and zimnoch means a big cold manL.O.L.
Bye the way let is not talk abot Phil any more...he may be hurt if he reads my blog....he may visit..I still visit his fotolog even if I do not write anything.....I dont want offend him..
I have already asked Mr. Konrad(the polish teacher) that question...he says it is very rare and it is like a made-up polish word...it is not commonly used...he say zimma or sth means winter...and zimnoch means a big cold manL.O.L.
Bye the way let is not talk abot Phil any more...he may be hurt if he reads my blog....he may visit..I still visit his fotolog even if I do not write anything.....I dont want offend him..
No Chris is nt applying for Manchester(just yet anyhow)...This lass called Cherry she is studying at The Uny......She sorta found ebench...& adopted it...wrote emails..I invited&she joined. I have never met her in person.She is Chinese.She is in China until The New Year.She has emailed several times while away......
You ask do I argue a lot with people? No...very rairly...sometimes I sulk(!) Sometimes I am sarcastic......I used to argue a lot with Cathy.But No...it is unusal for me to argue/fall out with people.
People often disapoint me.But..Life Is Too Short.........I am quite good at "Taking The Piss"!(as you no doubt have seen on Blog!)
Many things me &PD DO agree on. We once had this conversation..I said "Why is it that you give 100% to a person & only get 50% back?" We agreed life was like that.....This made him angry..more or less saying(i think) that he would only give 100% if he was SURE he would get the same back.This stops him getting too close to too many people???? I give it all away....& am surprised& grateful when i get back MORE than 51%.It is the way of the World......I like people.......Too Open? But,at the end of the day 50% is better than 0% Dont you agree?
Svelta?Jon? Who are they? Dont know?Ghosts maybe?..........I mean fotolog allows you to adopt&be adopted fairly easily.The title they use "Friends&Family"..Rather grand title?
I could never understand PD (sorry to keep going on about him....) why he is mean (in Both senses of the word) with HIS words.Very Tight~Lipped?
So! I am "stolen Property"! L.O.L. :)...........
BACK TO HAVING>>>>>> ARGUEMENTS WITH PEOPLE..Sometimes I am TOO soft...I let people bully me.....I admire people who have fierce tongues..who stand up verbally for what they believe in..........I tend to "Turn The Other Cheek" Too much.....its odd, I would defend Chris to the death...yet not myself...How Odd.............
But People are people the World over......we all have similiar struggles & hardships...One thing I really disliked about being a Teacher In England was that teachers tend to think they are Superior to the people around them......This Of Course is not the Case.Money does the same thing (I see it in England all the time..).I saw it in small Parts of Istanbul where the Bourgeoisie live (suburbs..tower flats.....) People start to look down their noses at other people.The laugh is it dimminishes THEM yet they dont see it......
RE:ZIMNOCH>>>>>>Is it "Winter"?Ask your teacher,is it a common name in Poland in general.Near the Russian Border it is common (even a little Village called "ZIMNOCY") But..I have a feeling...it is not that common elsewhere?
Have you much time off for New Year? How will you Spend New Years Eve. I will be quiet this year think? Seeing my Mum..........visting a few friends...but nothing BIG....Take Care
Tony,/B>
You ask do I argue a lot with people? No...very rairly...sometimes I sulk(!) Sometimes I am sarcastic......I used to argue a lot with Cathy.But No...it is unusal for me to argue/fall out with people.
People often disapoint me.But..Life Is Too Short.........I am quite good at "Taking The Piss"!(as you no doubt have seen on Blog!)
Many things me &PD DO agree on. We once had this conversation..I said "Why is it that you give 100% to a person & only get 50% back?" We agreed life was like that.....This made him angry..more or less saying(i think) that he would only give 100% if he was SURE he would get the same back.This stops him getting too close to too many people???? I give it all away....& am surprised& grateful when i get back MORE than 51%.It is the way of the World......I like people.......Too Open? But,at the end of the day 50% is better than 0% Dont you agree?
Svelta?Jon? Who are they? Dont know?Ghosts maybe?..........I mean fotolog allows you to adopt&be adopted fairly easily.The title they use "Friends&Family"..Rather grand title?
I could never understand PD (sorry to keep going on about him....) why he is mean (in Both senses of the word) with HIS words.Very Tight~Lipped?
So! I am "stolen Property"! L.O.L. :)...........
BACK TO HAVING>>>>>> ARGUEMENTS WITH PEOPLE..Sometimes I am TOO soft...I let people bully me.....I admire people who have fierce tongues..who stand up verbally for what they believe in..........I tend to "Turn The Other Cheek" Too much.....its odd, I would defend Chris to the death...yet not myself...How Odd.............
But People are people the World over......we all have similiar struggles & hardships...One thing I really disliked about being a Teacher In England was that teachers tend to think they are Superior to the people around them......This Of Course is not the Case.Money does the same thing (I see it in England all the time..).I saw it in small Parts of Istanbul where the Bourgeoisie live (suburbs..tower flats.....) People start to look down their noses at other people.The laugh is it dimminishes THEM yet they dont see it......
RE:ZIMNOCH>>>>>>Is it "Winter"?Ask your teacher,is it a common name in Poland in general.Near the Russian Border it is common (even a little Village called "ZIMNOCY") But..I have a feeling...it is not that common elsewhere?
Have you much time off for New Year? How will you Spend New Years Eve. I will be quiet this year think? Seeing my Mum..........visting a few friends...but nothing BIG....Take Care
Tony,/B>
bye the way, is chris applying to a university..what is this manchester univ...thing?
well...I have lots of thing to say and do not know where to start Tony,,,,
I will answer your questions first..
no, polish (lehçe as you and turkish call it) is not a popular lan...but I like to hear it.
I have a pol teacher.I told you this before. he has been teaching me after phil is gone for 3 years..
Of coure I do not write with malice..why should I...? you are a kind gentleman...
and you know, you are very natural, you do not conceal what you really feel..I love it...most people cannot admit they like to be liked by others...you say it openly...Just like me...I am for naturality..
yes yo are right..he does not ask why...
but why arent svelta and jon friends?they keep commeting on eachothers fotologs..
you did noy STEAL me , Tony...definitely, I emailed you first..I may have stolen YOU. That was not What I was getting at...it is out of question....trust...
it is a very strong feeling...I reallyy what to trust people aND I do..how could we live if we could not trust.. I am living in a boaring school and I am used to trust...I leave everything unlocked..no keys..my money stays on the table for days and I do not hide it because I have a deep thrust in people even if stimes it happens and people steal thingss...
I TRUST YOU...Once it was broken but now it is OK...why would I write to you special things about myself If I did not trust you....
and thanks for your lovely flattery...sometimes I like to be flattered just like you....so my friend, thanks for sharing your feelings...do you argue a lot with people tony..?if yes, with whom?
p.s I can now pronounce your surname...it derives from the word 'winter'...
I will answer your questions first..
no, polish (lehçe as you and turkish call it) is not a popular lan...but I like to hear it.
I have a pol teacher.I told you this before. he has been teaching me after phil is gone for 3 years..
Of coure I do not write with malice..why should I...? you are a kind gentleman...
and you know, you are very natural, you do not conceal what you really feel..I love it...most people cannot admit they like to be liked by others...you say it openly...Just like me...I am for naturality..
yes yo are right..he does not ask why...
but why arent svelta and jon friends?they keep commeting on eachothers fotologs..
you did noy STEAL me , Tony...definitely, I emailed you first..I may have stolen YOU. That was not What I was getting at...it is out of question....trust...
it is a very strong feeling...I reallyy what to trust people aND I do..how could we live if we could not trust.. I am living in a boaring school and I am used to trust...I leave everything unlocked..no keys..my money stays on the table for days and I do not hide it because I have a deep thrust in people even if stimes it happens and people steal thingss...
I TRUST YOU...Once it was broken but now it is OK...why would I write to you special things about myself If I did not trust you....
and thanks for your lovely flattery...sometimes I like to be flattered just like you....so my friend, thanks for sharing your feelings...do you argue a lot with people tony..?if yes, with whom?
p.s I can now pronounce your surname...it derives from the word 'winter'...
Monday, December 29, 2003
Ha AYSE! You treat an old man gently! When I asked you what it was...Its because I actually want to know..How else do we learn about ourselves? We learn more from OTHERS experiences of us...we learn little FROM ourself ABOUT ourself...Dont you agree?
Speaking Polish is like tearing a peice of paper WITH OUR TEETH and speaking it at the same time!You have a Polish Teacher?!I am impressed! Is Polish such an important language in Turkey?
You do not speak bluntly....you speak with neutrality and curiousity...No Malice.Thats Fine.
Yea...I thought it was about Phil.But I thought you wanted to know why I posted his email & Made personal comments on Blog. It is only with him I do this.
I have a character fault.I want to be liked by others.To be liked I imitate them.Reflect back what they show me(does that make sense)Thats fine usually (people like to be flattered) However ,it has a dark side too.If somebody does something i dont like I mimic them ...We have a saying in England "He can dish it out, but he cant take it" Are you familiar with this saying?
If I hurt somebody..you would think they would ask "WHY"? Phil doesnt do that with me......
Svelta & Jon are hardly "Friends"...How could they be?......I really have never" stolen" any of Phils friends...I have no interest in doing so..Phil Does like exclusive relationships..very intense (it feels to me)...Maybe he sees me as unworthy to be known by others he knows? Who knows? Did I "Steal" You???!!!!! I talk to you because You are You..Not in relation to Phil.
You Must work that one out yourself. Do you Trust Me or not? I dont see I have (or would want to have) any Power over you.
As to Svelta & Jon.Well.Yes. I guess.......Phil more or less said "Jon is my friend not yours...".....Why cant he BOTH our "friend"?......(The Languge of The Playground..Im being simplistic....but you get my drift?)
I try to communicate with Phil in whatever way i can.........He hears bad more clearly than good.But I still consider him my friend...albeit one who can be a Total Prat at times!!!!!.....
The Saddness is I could never have an open converstion with him directly, in the way i am having with you..Why ? (i dont know the answer)
In many ways Ayse...You are far more Grownup& Mature than either Phil or Myself
Speaking Polish is like tearing a peice of paper WITH OUR TEETH and speaking it at the same time!You have a Polish Teacher?!I am impressed! Is Polish such an important language in Turkey?
You do not speak bluntly....you speak with neutrality and curiousity...No Malice.Thats Fine.
Yea...I thought it was about Phil.But I thought you wanted to know why I posted his email & Made personal comments on Blog. It is only with him I do this.
I have a character fault.I want to be liked by others.To be liked I imitate them.Reflect back what they show me(does that make sense)Thats fine usually (people like to be flattered) However ,it has a dark side too.If somebody does something i dont like I mimic them ...We have a saying in England "He can dish it out, but he cant take it" Are you familiar with this saying?
If I hurt somebody..you would think they would ask "WHY"? Phil doesnt do that with me......
Svelta & Jon are hardly "Friends"...How could they be?......I really have never" stolen" any of Phils friends...I have no interest in doing so..Phil Does like exclusive relationships..very intense (it feels to me)...Maybe he sees me as unworthy to be known by others he knows? Who knows? Did I "Steal" You???!!!!! I talk to you because You are You..Not in relation to Phil.
You Must work that one out yourself. Do you Trust Me or not? I dont see I have (or would want to have) any Power over you.
As to Svelta & Jon.Well.Yes. I guess.......Phil more or less said "Jon is my friend not yours...".....Why cant he BOTH our "friend"?......(The Languge of The Playground..Im being simplistic....but you get my drift?)
I try to communicate with Phil in whatever way i can.........He hears bad more clearly than good.But I still consider him my friend...albeit one who can be a Total Prat at times!!!!!.....
The Saddness is I could never have an open converstion with him directly, in the way i am having with you..Why ? (i dont know the answer)
In many ways Ayse...You are far more Grownup& Mature than either Phil or Myself
ok...I cannot wait to tell you....dont be nervous...I am not sure what your intention is...it may be sth good...but...,
well, the thing Phil told you..about stealing his friends..and so on..it sounded verry funny at the beginning..but I put some thought in it and it may really be very irritating...for example..svelta the girl from bulgaria, jon and so on.....as I said you may think it is normal...but I wonder your xplanation for it...
second thing that I really like about you is you are not a proud man..if phil sent me the resent email he sent to you,,,,I would reply bitterly and would be too hurt to write back to himm.....but you still try to communicate..how is that possible...? are you very loyal? you dont want to lose the touch? or you do it just to bug him further ? I dont know , it is very hard for me to understand what you really think ..there is distance...
tell me what you thought I would say...
I got the pronouciation....I think...I will ask it to my polish teacher to confirm...speaking polish is like tearing a piece of paper...funny and a very difficult language....
I hope you are not hurt..tahat is not my intention...I just want to say what I think maybe a little bluntly...
lots of love
well, the thing Phil told you..about stealing his friends..and so on..it sounded verry funny at the beginning..but I put some thought in it and it may really be very irritating...for example..svelta the girl from bulgaria, jon and so on.....as I said you may think it is normal...but I wonder your xplanation for it...
second thing that I really like about you is you are not a proud man..if phil sent me the resent email he sent to you,,,,I would reply bitterly and would be too hurt to write back to himm.....but you still try to communicate..how is that possible...? are you very loyal? you dont want to lose the touch? or you do it just to bug him further ? I dont know , it is very hard for me to understand what you really think ..there is distance...
tell me what you thought I would say...
I got the pronouciation....I think...I will ask it to my polish teacher to confirm...speaking polish is like tearing a piece of paper...funny and a very difficult language....
I hope you are not hurt..tahat is not my intention...I just want to say what I think maybe a little bluntly...
lots of love
hey,,,,what do you think it is...is it sth people keep telling you? I do not think...tell me first....and dont be offended...evryone has mistakes...you can tell me if you thinkthere is sth amiss....so tell me first ...I am curiouıs
Sunday, December 28, 2003
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(OH DEAR,I think I know what it is.........!)GO ON THEN......."..one thing ...(you)...do NOT like about...(me)".....Oh Dear...I am nervous..Only ONE THING! You dont know me that well???L.O.L. What can it be???!!!!!
........."Zimnoch"the correct pronounciation is NOT the "Z" sound..more a "JU" sound JU+SHU something like"JU~SHU~IM~och"...the "och" like the Scottish would say.....
Now.Pictures.Its possible .But to do it you must first upload the pictures onto a BLOGGER~PRO site(eg ebench).Copy the code. delete from ebench & copy onto yours...Which means you & I can..but your other mates cant (unless they first send to one of us...or I make them ebench members)
Alright then! What is it you dont like about me?(Be gentle!I am fragile!) :)
........."Zimnoch"the correct pronounciation is NOT the "Z" sound..more a "JU" sound JU+SHU something like"JU~SHU~IM~och"...the "och" like the Scottish would say.....
Now.Pictures.Its possible .But to do it you must first upload the pictures onto a BLOGGER~PRO site(eg ebench).Copy the code. delete from ebench & copy onto yours...Which means you & I can..but your other mates cant (unless they first send to one of us...or I make them ebench members)
Alright then! What is it you dont like about me?(Be gentle!I am fragile!) :)
hahahahaahhhh, cold huh.....and ayse means lively, vivid, full of energy...very good name......for me...bye the way, can I be honest with you TONY.? VERY HONEST...well, phil always told me not to tell what I always think...he was right in a way ...people avoid truth, I do, you may...so would you like me to tell you one thing I do NOT lilke about you....?
yes, they were mostly teachers...the ones from wales are very nice...I sound like a dirty racist right now:(....what a shame.....
you know what I do not want to use computer any möore....everything reminds me of him.....
how did you upload pics on blog Tony ? I tried it and it does not happen...
how do you pronounce ZIMNOCH...with 'h' or 'k' in the end?
what a surprise...my family had not seen my hair before I went home and I thought they would not like it.....they loved it...everyone...phil must be a good image maker...,,,,turkish are very closely-knitted...when I went home the whole clan was waiting for me...my three aunties their husbands , their kids, my two uncles and their wives and kids....even their MOTHER-IN-LAWS...I love crowd...we chatted, chatted , chatted,,,,god,,I am a great chat lover.,,!!!!
yes, they were mostly teachers...the ones from wales are very nice...I sound like a dirty racist right now:(....what a shame.....
you know what I do not want to use computer any möore....everything reminds me of him.....
how did you upload pics on blog Tony ? I tried it and it does not happen...
how do you pronounce ZIMNOCH...with 'h' or 'k' in the end?
what a surprise...my family had not seen my hair before I went home and I thought they would not like it.....they loved it...everyone...phil must be a good image maker...,,,,turkish are very closely-knitted...when I went home the whole clan was waiting for me...my three aunties their husbands , their kids, my two uncles and their wives and kids....even their MOTHER-IN-LAWS...I love crowd...we chatted, chatted , chatted,,,,god,,I am a great chat lover.,,!!!!
Ayse.Glad you had a nice time at Home.No.I am not offended!.You are right.The English do tend to be "cold".Although,two things to remember.Firstly.Big Regional differences.Northern English people are more outgoing & friendly socially.Southern English People tend to be more reserved /"posh"/"snooty" in Public.Both me & Phil are Northerns...This is not to say that Northerners are Better people.......Just Warmer.....more responsive to Others.
Secondly,I would imagine most English People you come across are Teachers(am I right?) Teachers are "Cold Fish" Anyway...Not typical of real people!
By the way...My fotolog is uploading again!
click here to see
ps.......Did you know my name ZIMNOCH means ,translated in Polish "COLD MAN"..Ha!.......
Secondly,I would imagine most English People you come across are Teachers(am I right?) Teachers are "Cold Fish" Anyway...Not typical of real people!
By the way...My fotolog is uploading again!
click here to see
ps.......Did you know my name ZIMNOCH means ,translated in Polish "COLD MAN"..Ha!.......
hello everyone,
Tony, I was away at home...so nice...it was very cosy, warm there...now I am back to Inanc and heve a german test to study..anyways, I can manage...how are you? mr. hell s firt name is a little long...DAVID ROY ALI KAAN HELLIWELL...Two Christian, two muslim names.....bye the way, are you hurt? I did not say that all eng are not nice...some are exceptional...but most are very cold people...arent I right? Thanks for the photos...
zeynep, nermiye, cenk, ozlem, dershanede ne oldu? abim nasıl? aysen hanım, nizmo bisiy dedilermi? bütün dedikoduları istiyorum..
Tony, I was away at home...so nice...it was very cosy, warm there...now I am back to Inanc and heve a german test to study..anyways, I can manage...how are you? mr. hell s firt name is a little long...DAVID ROY ALI KAAN HELLIWELL...Two Christian, two muslim names.....bye the way, are you hurt? I did not say that all eng are not nice...some are exceptional...but most are very cold people...arent I right? Thanks for the photos...
zeynep, nermiye, cenk, ozlem, dershanede ne oldu? abim nasıl? aysen hanım, nizmo bisiy dedilermi? bütün dedikoduları istiyorum..
Saturday, December 27, 2003
OK AYSE?
HAPPY CHRISTMAS AYSE & FRIENDS........Oh The English get a little "daft" at Christmas time!(ask MR HELLIWELL !).....Drinking...presents...visiting Family&Friends .{.drinking even More..Being extra nice..}delivering" RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS "(your Mr Helliwell again? Whats his first name?)...Dont expect any sense out of an Englishman this time of year!!!!
Ayse, You are neglected& off colour?Sorry to hear that.
Because of Christmas...my routine is really out..its haywire.!!!!.forgive me?
Yea MSN..I will try & go on it soon....So many things to do .My Mum & Brother live miles away.Plus I have been getting my son his own (FREE!)computer for Xmas.My friend Mustafa(see pic...he,s a Social Worker living in Huddersfield) got me a really good monitor..but it is miles away...so I was dashing about yesterday like a wild thing.....seeing Mustafa(monitor)Karen (harddrive)Michelle(computer table).......Crazy! Trying to get everything so Chris could have his(free!) computer Chrismas Morning!!!!( this is on top of his other presents..he is spoiled&Lucky......but I love him)
.Tommorrow Im off again Visiting&drinking.It is a very busy time..forgive my absences!.
How are you now AYSE? Hope your better.I have put a link here on e bench
HAPPY CHRISTMAS AYSE & FRIENDS........Oh The English get a little "daft" at Christmas time!(ask MR HELLIWELL !).....Drinking...presents...visiting Family&Friends .{.drinking even More..Being extra nice..}delivering" RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS "(your Mr Helliwell again? Whats his first name?)...Dont expect any sense out of an Englishman this time of year!!!!
Ayse, You are neglected& off colour?Sorry to hear that.
Because of Christmas...my routine is really out..its haywire.!!!!.forgive me?
Yea MSN..I will try & go on it soon....So many things to do .My Mum & Brother live miles away.Plus I have been getting my son his own (FREE!)computer for Xmas.My friend Mustafa(see pic...he,s a Social Worker living in Huddersfield) got me a really good monitor..but it is miles away...so I was dashing about yesterday like a wild thing.....seeing Mustafa(monitor)Karen (harddrive)Michelle(computer table).......Crazy! Trying to get everything so Chris could have his(free!) computer Chrismas Morning!!!!( this is on top of his other presents..he is spoiled&Lucky......but I love him)
.Tommorrow Im off again Visiting&drinking.It is a very busy time..forgive my absences!.
How are you now AYSE? Hope your better.I have put a link here on e bench
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
hello, people are neglecting me , it seems...I am very moody...last night we the whole school went to a theater..it was magnificent....had a great fun...today is Olga's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ...SISTAH....I woke up at 5 today...never free...anyways,...
very rainy in Ist ....that is why I am off color..gossip of the day Ö..:)
very rainy in Ist ....that is why I am off color..gossip of the day Ö..:)
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
something totally humane happened last night...as you may know tony, Inanc is a boarding school...and I was starving last night...and I had nothing to eat except from some cheese in my locker..and I said I was gonna get them..mr. helliwell (our houseparent) who is an english man(well, assimilated man, he considers himself turkish) let me get out of the house and take them at 23:00 but I gave up because I would freeze if I went there for I had a shower...so decided to wait for beakyy and I told him that I would not go...then all of a sudden he knocked on the door and brought me a feast....how can an ENGLISH be so nice? I thoght he would never do it...a small anecdote...then there were other people who came to join the feast and we had a lovely night...thanks mr helly..
I am very busy again...I have an history exam and have to prepare my german presenatation,what is more I have to send a video to british counsil and I have the turkish drama activity...and All of these must be finished today in 5 hours...wish me luck.....:))) but I like challenges...without having sth to do I feel very empty..
Ich habe arbietssucht, glaube ich...was sagen sie?
Ich habe arbietssucht, glaube ich...was sagen sie?
thanks everyone....it is very kind of you nermiye,,,,,you have a golden heart....you can advertise my blog, Tony I told you could...it is sth of unimportance...you definetely can....We can talk on msn....if you like ...just tell me the time...
Monday, December 22, 2003
Hi Nermiye ! Hello from England!
Ayse I really would like to advertise your blog on e bench but I dont know if you want me to?
Ayse I really would like to advertise your blog on e bench but I dont know if you want me to?
Yes, Tony
You definetely can...it is not private.. I am an open book...I am really happy and feeling very health and ambitious...I renewed my life...it is a drastic change...I will be the woman of the world...MY DREAMS CAME TRUE. unbelievably happy...
Zeynep is my classmate..she is also applying to overseas unis...I will go home this weekend.. I wonder how they will react to this...everyone keeps phoning me...just great...The director of the college in the USA wants me to teach her Turkish...I was amazed.....I am free ,dont care about the lessons..
fine...
you, tony...tell me about your future plans...
Louise, Thanks for accpting my invitation...
You definetely can...it is not private.. I am an open book...I am really happy and feeling very health and ambitious...I renewed my life...it is a drastic change...I will be the woman of the world...MY DREAMS CAME TRUE. unbelievably happy...
Zeynep is my classmate..she is also applying to overseas unis...I will go home this weekend.. I wonder how they will react to this...everyone keeps phoning me...just great...The director of the college in the USA wants me to teach her Turkish...I was amazed.....I am free ,dont care about the lessons..
fine...
you, tony...tell me about your future plans...
Louise, Thanks for accpting my invitation...
Sunday, December 21, 2003
ps............can i mention this blog on "ebench"...(i could put a link?)...or would you prefer the 2 totally seperate?.......
LOTUS TOTUS?Ummm New one on me.Very sound advise mainly...especially like "WHEN YOU LOSE DONT LOSE THE LESSON" Very Good!
Ayse.It strange .I cant see your face ,but your typing this week has a smile!!!!
PS Hello Zepnep!
Ayse.It strange .I cant see your face ,but your typing this week has a smile!!!!
hello,
I am so happy these days...How cannot I ?it is impossible to be unhappy...lots of congratulations emails are coming...I am overjoyed when I make people happy...we are gonna have a big party to celebrate my entrance into Mthcollege...
ANYWAY, there is still one thing that is torturing me but it will fade away soon...
here is a little advice from Mrs. Chandler,Lotus Totus
(If it doesn't come true well its good advice and a
bit of fun.)
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even
if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Totus has been
sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins
organization. It has been sent around the world ten
times so far. You will receive good luck within four
days of relaying this Lotus Totus.
The Lotus Totus must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES.
Otherwise you will
get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if
you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise
faith impaired.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it
cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get
older, their conversational skills will be as
important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have
or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in
the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get
married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who
don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt
but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't
want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to
know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self;
Respect for others;
and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great
friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take
immediate steps
to correct it...
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller
will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
thanks Tony for accepting my invitation
I want to also thank to larry, asuman, mr&mrs Chandler,Machteld, Louise, Michelle, Rachel,Patrick Swann,Olga, sibel,simon..for providing me emotional support all through this process...
I am so happy these days...How cannot I ?it is impossible to be unhappy...lots of congratulations emails are coming...I am overjoyed when I make people happy...we are gonna have a big party to celebrate my entrance into Mthcollege...
ANYWAY, there is still one thing that is torturing me but it will fade away soon...
here is a little advice from Mrs. Chandler,Lotus Totus
(If it doesn't come true well its good advice and a
bit of fun.)
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even
if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Totus has been
sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins
organization. It has been sent around the world ten
times so far. You will receive good luck within four
days of relaying this Lotus Totus.
The Lotus Totus must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES.
Otherwise you will
get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if
you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise
faith impaired.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it
cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get
older, their conversational skills will be as
important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have
or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in
the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get
married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who
don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt
but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't
want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to
know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self;
Respect for others;
and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great
friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take
immediate steps
to correct it...
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller
will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
thanks Tony for accepting my invitation
I want to also thank to larry, asuman, mr&mrs Chandler,Machteld, Louise, Michelle, Rachel,Patrick Swann,Olga, sibel,simon..for providing me emotional support all through this process...
Saturday, December 20, 2003
HELLO ! I HAVE NEVER SPOKEN TO THE QUEEN BEFORE! I AM RATHER NERVOUS!
Ayse....is this a Private blog...or can I mention it on my blog?
Ayse....is this a Private blog...or can I mention it on my blog?
